Making “Dangerous” Choices

In the past I made some choices that were seen as very dangerous and not logical in terms of safety. I have gained many experiences with my intuition showing me what to do, what was going to happen, and giving me the right answers very detailed answers that were perfectly correct. For easy choices, where there is nothing or not much to lose, it is easy to follow intuition. But for some choices that are big, it is sometimes better to also examine whether there is a subconscious pattern or manipulation playing a role. This can be in the form of belief systems, trauma, or even beings from the astral world that can influence people in a negative way. Feeling something and having an idea out of nowhere doesn’t always mean that it is intuition. And where there is a dangerous situation, it is even more important to be truly present and examine it if it is intuition or something else.

In my situation I wanted to move out of the town where I lived. I lived in a house that i rented in a somewhat illegal way. It was officially an office, but it had been converted into a fully functional home, including a shower, kitchen, and everything else. My business was registered at a different address, and I myself was untraceable to the government. You have to be creative sometimes to be able to have a place to live in the Netherlands, but I was done with those creative ways of living that always carried a certain pressure with them. I felt that I needed to move, and I had always wanted to live in nature, but I didn’t know how. I also wanted a house in nature with a space in it for meditation. Intuitively, I felt there was no action to take at that moment. Normally, if you want something and say it to people, there is always direct action needed, but that is a mental construct that is not true in every situation. It can be true in some situations, but in this one it wasn’t. Months passed, and one day I woke up and knew this was the moment that I had to move and terminate the lease of the place I was renting. But before making this choice I needed to make sure it wasn’t some impulsive thought from my old way of living that I had to be flexible and could change places every day.

Making sure if it intuition or influence

The intuition that it was the right time was strong, but I asked myself questions like: If I had a million euros right now, would I still want to move from this place? I wanted to know whether I had some subconscious pattern driven by the fear of not being able to pay the rent or something else. But the answer was still that, even in that case, I would feel the same. I searched for more old patterns but that also wasn’t the case. Even after reflecting, I gave it a short time to wait and feel whether it was still the same, and the feeling of now is the time didn’t disappear. It stayed. I also knew that my ego doesn’t know what is good for me, and I thought: if I don’t follow my intuition, what would happen then? I trusted my gut feeling more than anything. So I decided to end the lease.

More guidance in the proces

I had one month to find something else, and I didn’t know what to do. I was thinking: maybe I won’t find anything; then I can search for some place to sleep for a short while, but I felt stressed. After a couple of days I felt compelled to search on a website where I had to pay to respond to listings. Normally I didn’t do something like that, but I felt it was right, so I did. After that, while I was working a delivery job, I passed a wooden house where I had to deliver something, and I thought: Would I like such a house? I was considering it very seriously. And then I thought: This is very weird that I’m this serious because it didn’t feel like something that was possible.

Everything worked out perfectly

One day later I got a message back from a house I had responded to, even though I hadn’t seen the advertisement. It was far from my place, and when I clicked on it, it was almost the same type of house as the one I had seen the day before. We arranged a phone call, and he asked me what I did, so I told him I also gave lectures about deprogramming mindcontrol and the astral world, and that was exactly what he was interested in. We actually knew some people in common as well, even though there are not many people who know them. We decided to meet in person after the phone call, and when I came by the house we talked, and after that we agreed that it was okay. So I moved to the other side of the country.

Some Insights from Those Experiences

• If something is meant for you, it can come in a way you never imagined.
• New Age thinking is nonsense. If it were true, I would not have gotten this house, because I was stressed and had negative thoughts. The only truth I followed was my intuition, and that comes from what is creating existence.
• You can be in anxiety and fear but still have a strong connection when you know that the senses and thoughts are not really in control. It is intense, but it is possible.
• When you follow true intuition and surrender, things will change very fast for the better. Being in control and acting out of fear is a disconnection from intuition and is actually saying you know better, but in my experience that doesn’t work. The only time taking control works is when I can feel intuitively that this is the right place and the right moment to do it. There are actually two choices, always: either you live in alignment with the heart or you don’t.
• Intuition / the heart is primary, and from that place action is powerful.
• Examine yourself when you think you have a strong intuitive insight. Examine whether it comes from old patterns, trauma, the influence of people, or the astral world. Take enough time for it. This will also develop a strong internal compass, because you will know the difference between intuition and influence from real lived experience.